Hey! Look at this, the moment November is open I'm updating my journal every other day!

Haha, okay this doesn't have much of a point I just felt like writing about college.

So- I have two photo shoots- which I have hardly worked on. Sadly, but I've only had four days. ANDDDDDDDD I have two portfolios due next week plus an art project. Thus, this weekend I will be laying on the floor in my dorm because my room is to small and working on my project and portfolio! Woo! I also have to work on my English portfolio and if I have a break, (or need one) I will be going christmas shopping, minimally. I am becoming a minimalist just to shop. Ha.

Finals are the week after next o_o But I'm more worried about these portfolios. >.> I need A's! I need scholarships! They corollate, I promise.
I have decided, I want to go to Japan next year. And as soon as I have my GPA I can work on applying and getting scholarships so I can go. I will take out loans to continue to go here. I did have a freak out the other day though, thinking that maybe I should transfer because I felt like I didn't have any real friends. Viva said simply, "If you want to leave to fit in, that is your choice." That's not why I want to change school. I came here for art and I will continue to come here for art. I really love the school and the campus, and hopefully I'll start making more friends. I have my roommate and Kailey, things will get better I hope. (:

Okay- so the reason my title is Starbucks. My name is to hard for the people at starbucks. I spell it out for them and they end up spelling it like. Aveneleny Avenelny Avenely, Avenlyne. So- I've been going by different names every time I go. I went by Alex for a while, but I think I'm going to stick with Max. Thank you Maximum Ride. (:


Alright- so that is my update. (:

Have a good weekend everyone!

I finished my novel! I won NaNoWriMo with 50073 words! Just over the amount needed. Here comes editing time, but it isn't really timed, not like Nano. XD So I can work on that without worry later. (:


So! Thanksgiving was really fun! I loved seeing my family and friends (: I got two photo shoots in, one being with Amber, and the new picture Beauty.



And then I did a shot with Jessica, who is my model here.




So I'm super excited to edit those. And finals are coming up but I should have pictures before that. I also have my Sora + Anti Sora picture I need to finish. o_o haha. XD


But this is just an update saying I'm here and more will be coming soon!



-dances- I finished a novel! I finished a novel!

I haven't uploaded in a while. xD I'm still here, I promise. I'm currently working on a digital art project, and I had five papers due (still working on two) and three tests the past two weeks and next week I have three more papers. So I've been up in my weight with projects and papers and tests. I've yet to get below an 85 though I would have had an A on a test though- but he counted off my answer because my answer was "misspelled so incorrectly it couldn't be counted as correct" D= I added an extra letter! I added an s! I was so sad. I really wanted an A. >.> But I got an 88 which was okay. :3
But anyway! I'm working on a digital art piece with no tablet o_o But I really like it so far! I'm trying to be really patient and do it correctly though. xD
Anyway, I have a class now.

Here is my updates on what I'm doing with my digital art. If you guys want to look at it. Otherwise, I'll post it here when I'm done. (:

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Hey!

So I'm officially in Arizona. And I absolutely love it here. I'm lonely sometimes, not overwhelming so. But I get sad from time to time. But that's life, hopefully I'll meet more people. The people I do hang out with though is Emily, my roommate who is hilarious but kind of messy. XD She herself is clean and awesome her side of the room...eh. But that's okay. It's her side and as long as it doesn't cross the imaginary line life's good. XD
I'm an official coffee addict, haha. Every morning. I eat ramen a lot, or easy mac. I get smoothies from this awesome place called IQ. Order pizza to my dorm on a meal plan. The first few weeks I would leave to go on a walk or go out or something at around 11 or so. And the people at the front desk wouldn't ask where I was heading. XD It was odd- you know? For a bit I kept expecting them to, if not stop me at least ask where I was going. I don't know when that feeling stopped but it has now.

Anyways. I've started editing pictures again. I had a few I had to edit because I was paid to do so, and I am going to go and upload some on here in a bit. But now I'm editing for fun. Hopefully some really good pieces will make their way up here.

Classes- are nice. They are things I haven't learned (minus English) but not to difficult where I'd fail. I have three tests next week but I think I'll do fine on them. :3 I had a paper due today, not that difficult and stuff? o.O

Okay... I think that is enough with updates. Time to post some features!

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This artist is really awesome. Not only are their drawings amazing they add so much extra to the photos. Take a look

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These are all from one artist, and I think they are really, really beautiful. <3 Completing inspiring.

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These are inspiring as well. <3 I love these.

21 days.

I have 21 days until my entire life disappears. Literally. My house, my town, my family, my friends. All gone because I chose to go to a school across the country. It's going to be fine, it will be great. I'm sure of it. ^^ But that doesn't help the depression the creeps up on me every night.
I'm currently in New York and I'm sitting here on the computer, talking to friends or editing pictures and then I just started thinking of people. Kiley probably the most, because she practically lives with me. And I start to feel lost and alone and I cry. I'm not scared of new things, I won't be homesick. I just can't imagine not being able to see Kiley when I need her. I needed her last night, and I talked to her on the phone and I kept waiting for her to come through the door and she didn't. And I know it will only get worse once I get there.

"Didn't I, Didn't I, Didn't I see you crying?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I see you crying?
Left here all alone you know you feel like crying
Oh, didn't I, didn't I see you crying?"

I want you to want me cover by KSM. I though of the lyrics off my head so they might not be super correct but that's how I feel. I honestly know nobody there. -dies-

Alright. That's me being all dark and boring but I feel like crying again and I know once I'm back home it will only get worse.

v.v Take my ability to cry away. I hate it.